Meaningful Existence

Everyone needs a sense of purpose. We languish without it. There must be a point to it all… or there is no point. The instant gratifications become restless compulsions very quickly.

The appeal of mortality is the hope that death shall end the yearning. Murdering others is often with the idea of dying vicariously. It is the false sense of mastery over life by ending it at a whim.

The apathetic resign themselves to futility. They believe in nothing, no matter what they believe. They act accordingly… unless made to act. As nothing inside and out, they are truly nonentities.

Apathy is the common evil. As sheer nothing, it is the worst of all evil. Unlike the sinister, who strive with a sense of purpose, the apathetic are lazy and indifferent.

An evil man can be a good man in the grand scheme of things. Driven by a sense of purpose, he makes a difference. He puts the useless to use. He challenges the righteous to act accordingly. The wood, hay and stubble are burned away and only the gold, silver and precious stones remain.

Life is meaningful, for better or worse. Contrary to the satanic propaganda, humanity is not a coincidence. Our need for purpose is innate. The need is from our inception. We are meant to live meaningful lives.

What is the meaning of life? Knowledge? Power? Perfection?

Where is the meaning if the meaning is knowledge, power or perfection? These things are external standards with external things in mind. Things must be personal to be meaningful. They cannot be dear to anyone otherwise.

An individual is shaped by its nature and experiences. It interacts with other individuals accordingly and is further shaped by the interactions. The individual is a nonentity, however, lest something comes of it entirely its own.

The sinister and righteous alike strive with a sense of purpose. The sinister do evil hoping good shall come of it. The righteous do good hoping good shall come of it. The meaning of life proves consistent, no matter the interpretations thereof.

What is the meaning of life? You live. Make the most of it, for better or worse. All else follows.

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Humans Love Monsters

The traditional monster theme is a predatory creature slaying people. It may eat them. It may not. The people die regardless.

A monster may be an animal of a sort… or a person of a sort. Its nature is primal regardless.

Monsters are often fond of women. They abduct them. Even a dragon may take a maiden for a treasure. King Kong fancied human blondes. The interest is sexual, of course.

Monsters may be victims of humanity and are provoked to be monstrous. Frankenstein’s monster is not the only one.

Ordinary humans are helpless against monsters. Their only hope is that they vastly outnumber their predator. Well, there may be a hero to save the day.

Traditionally, the hero is the monster’s archenemy. A human (such as Beowulf) or human-hybrid (such as Heracles) slays the slayer of human beings. The hero’s motive may be questionable, but the deed is done regardless.

What if the monster is a hero and its victims are the baddies? I do not mean the monster is avenging itself. What if the humans are doing evil and the monster strives to stop them… for goodness sake?

A heroic monster slaughters people as easily and readily as a villainous monster does. The only difference is that a good monster kills baddies and a villainous monster kills innocent people. The dynamic is the same otherwise. The heroic monster may even eat villains or abduct their women.

A monster is a strange creature, especially if a person of a sort. It is dangerous whether friendly or unfriendly. Its nature is predatory. Humans are its natural prey… for better or worse.

We love monsters. We relate… to their victims. We are thrilled by the danger and fascinated by the easy violence. We appreciate what monsters do to us to make our lives exciting.

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True Fiction

I am a storyteller who creates imaginary worlds. What would ours be like if I made it up? Well, there would be no disease. No one would be blind, deaf or crippled. There would be no language barrier. Weapons of mass-destruction would be obsolete. None of these particulars would be to turn the world into a paradise. They would be to rid it of things I find boring.

Most of us live in an imaginary world. The propaganda is true. Our struggles are good against evil. We are the heroes. Our opponents are the villains.

Our delusions inspire our fiction, usually for the better. Reality is usually grueling, anticlimactic and morally ambiguous. The propaganda is exciting, epic and morally satisfying.

I was a student of history who lost interest when I realized the interesting things were embellished if not outright untrue. The legends and propaganda were better. They were interesting.

Reality is boring. We believe it to be otherwise when we are convinced the legends and propaganda are true. I know better. Still, why let all that inspiring make-believe go to waste?

I write fiction, usually what was once called “weird fiction.” Fantasy, science fiction and supernatural horror are weird fiction. It is dramatic. The heroes and villains are larger than life. The struggles are epic. They are very much like legends and propaganda.

I believe in truth. My fiction is not disguised as nonfiction. My stories are everything wonderful about legends and propaganda without being false.

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To Be or Not To Be Human

From the womb to the grave: mortal and only human.

The righteous and wicked alike were babies. It is most likely their mothers loved them, and if the women are still alive, they still do.

Humanity is the only thing I find interesting. My every interest is with humanity in mind.

An evil man who uses his every talent to the fullest is a better man than a “good” man who does not.

WARNING: Your life is probably insignificant and your death will prove inconsequential.

Humanity is special by very few. The countless many are animals who live and die in vain.

That “evolution” thing is a sophistry. It is a virus meant to corrupt thoughts. Entities that are streams of information made sentient would rather you resign yourself to your base nature.

Humans are easier to control if rendered soulless husks. The malevolent streams of information would rather do the thinking for you.

What is the difference between fiction and a lie? A lie is meant to be untrue. Fiction can be the telling of a lie but can also be a telling of truth. Fiction is merely a daydream channeled into a creative endeavor regardless.

I am a storyteller. I write fiction. Like the parables of Jesus, my stories are about what it is to be human on the inside.

We all have bodies. They are weak, slow, needy and doomed. If you neglect your soul, you resign yourself to weakness, lethargy, need and death.

What is the soul? It is nothing if squandered and everything if realized. It is your infinite potential as the last and first breath of Jesus as the Word of God.

Perverted Purity

Homosexuality, pedophilia, bestiality and necrophilia are common interests. Why? To engage in any of these does nothing to perpetuate the species.

Fellatio, cunnilingus and buggery can be as pleasurable as coitus. Why? How do these other things satisfy our natural yearning to reproduce?

Reproduction is the practical aspect of sexuality. Heterosexual monogamy among living and consenting adults of the same species is the natural ideal.

We all have perverted interests. Many of these became crimes or lifestyles.

Yes, people are born with homosexual inclinations. No one chooses to be a pedophile. Unnatural urges come naturally.

The mindless thing to do is whatever you want. The thoughtful thing to do is the right thing whether you want to do it or not.

A homosexual is not a sodomite until he sodomizes. A pedophile is not a child molester until he molests a child. Our impulses are involuntary but acting on them is willful.

You are not a sodomite if you are sodomized against your will. Your compliance is not consent if you are pressured or tricked. The victim is not the culprit.

We are flesh and blood but we are also mind and spirit. As flesh and blood we are animals. As mind and spirit we are people.

It is a sin to kill and eat people, whether physically, emotionally or psychologically. People murder souls by raping bodies. The penalty is death.

All things are clean of themselves and perversions are not exceptions. Homosexuality, pedophilia, bestiality and necrophilia are temptations but can be inspirations. They are negative energy but they are energy. They can be made positive through sublimation. Channeled thoughtfully, they can power productive endeavors.

A human being lives and breathes by the very blood and breath of God. We imagine and create by the very life of the Creator. Anything is possible accordingly.

An impulse is a spark and a passion its fire. Are you careless? Are you an arsonist? Use your impulses responsibly and all shall be well. Sublimate your perverted interests and they shall be light in the world. Squander them and they shall prove darkness.

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Sign of the Cross

We are people. There are many of us. Most of us are ordinary. Many of us are pathetic. A few of us are extraordinary.

Good and evil are not distinctions of right and wrong. Good and evil are spiritual. Right and wrong are material.

More often than not, good people are very evil. Hitler was such a person. He sincerely wanted to make the world a better place. He loved humanity and hoped to bring it to a higher state of being. He was gracious with enemies he considered individually friendly. Still: Hitler was hateful, a thief and a murderer.

The common evil is sheer indifference. Most people simply do not care.

There is good without evil. Jesus was and is such a person. He was and is capable of anger but is slow to anger. He was and is capable of violence but his violence is only ever to protect or avenge. There is nothing he cannot or will not do to do what is best.

Do you know what demons are? They are something wrong. They are unclean spirits. If Jesus cared about right and wrong, he would not care about demons… but he does.

Alexander the Great was a son of Zeus, the Devil. Saint Christopher was a cynocephalus. They were and are demons. They were unclean spirits. Jesus cleansed them. They were unnatural until given a place in the natural order by He who created nature. By the grace and ingenuity of Jesus, Alexander and Christopher were saved.

God is the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. The Father is Love. The Holy Spirit is Friendship. They have nothing in common but as the Son they have everything in common. Jesus is the Trinity.

Intellect is from the Father. Freedom is from the Holy Spirit. Intellect and Freedom as one and the same is Choice. All choice comes from Jesus personally. He must give it for you to have it. The choice He gives you shall prove either your lifeline or the noose He hangs you by.

Demons may be saved but everything about them is created. The soul is the spirit of humanity and is not a creation. It is the very breath of God as the life of a creature. It is the last breath of Jesus on the Cross as the first breath of Man. It returned to its source when the Life came to life as the Son of Man.

Every human being lives by the breath of the Word. By the Word you live and by the breath of His utterance you shall be judged. All began with Jesus and all shall be finished accordingly.

In the Beginning there were no prophets or scholars. There was no scripture. None of these are the source. None of these are the answer. The Truth is not Hebrew or original Greek or any other gibberish or scribble. Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life. His blood is the source. His breath is the answer. He is humanity as its origin and its fruition, thus, he is the Beginning and the End, the first and the last.

The Cross was shaped differently than the ordinary crosses. A sign was to be placed above its victim. Unknown to the Romans, this cross was the mark of God. Its sign was the name of God.

The Cross represents the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit… and the Twenty Four Elders. The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit always were and shall always be. The Elders began but their origin is without beginning and shall never end. The Twenty Four are one with the Son as the Son is one with the Father. Their spirit is the Holy Spirit as it is the Spirit of the Lord. God is divine by the Father, sincere by the Holy Spirit, human by the Son and transcendent by the Twenty Four.

It is not by wisdom or righteousness that a mortal human being becomes God. Right or wrong, fair or unfair has nothing to do with it. God was always Jesus. He became God when he imagined and created. One must imagine and create to be God.

Adolf Hitler shall be one of the Twenty Four Elders… and not because he was righteous. He became a living soul by the breath of Jesus. He imagined and created with all his heart, mind, soul and strength. He lived his humanity to its fullest.

Be human with all your heart, mind, soul and strength. Imagine and create! The only good truly good comes of it.

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Human Resources

Palpatine is a hideous warlock. His stormtroopers are common folk conditioned, renamed and costumed to be like robots. [Star Wars]

The Combine is an alien empire. Its soldiers on Earth are humans surgically altered to be “transhuman” nonentities. [Half Life 2]

Cerberus is a humanist organization controlled through its leader by sentient machines. Its members and conscripts are indoctrinated by implants that render them robotic. [Mass Effect 3]

HUMANS DEHUMANIZED IN THE SERVICE OF INHUMAN ENTITIES

The recurring theme is significant. It is a sinister agenda that has turned our reality into a mechanical grind.

The “gods” are androids. Their hybrid offspring are cyborgs.

The angels are streams of information embodied in forms of ether and fire. They are not the source of their existence. They were crafted. Their awareness is endowed and their powers conditional. Their purpose is by directive.

Angels can stream their information into the reproductive system of material organisms. The process animates a terrestrial nature with a celestial agent, producing strange people, animals or plants. These hybrids are the fairies and demons of lore. They are the “aliens” we hear so much about.

The “androids” and their “cyborg” offspring are restless by design. They may do good or evil but they will do what they were fashioned to do regardless. They are specialized and excellent accordingly. As “machines” they are stronger, faster and tougher than mere flesh and blood. Their “computer” brains crunch the numbers effortlessly.

Most humans are lazy. They would rather the androids and cyborgs do all the work. They would rather the computers do all the thinking. This is how the devils and demons came to power.

The machines are what they are. They like everything locked in a cycle of perpetual motion. They fashion our world accordingly.

The machines see us as weak, slow, clumsy and needy. They like the wheels turning, thus, they are contemptuous of our laziness and sheer need for rest. Our only value is that we are cheap. The machines try to optimize us for use by making us more like them.

The truth is in our fiction. Our stories are like dreams. We see the reality in our fantasies. Take heed.

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