Wednesday, December 27, 2023

Dare to Imagine

When it comes to art and fiction, what should be forbidden? What themes and topics should never be presented?

I write fiction and illustrate the covers. The themes and topics become words and pictures. Most of them are tame… but some of them are extreme.

Nothing I write or render is meant to shock or offend anyone. I take no pleasure in displeasing other people. I am sincere, however. My sincerity may shock or offend.

I am an artist. I refuse to compromise my art. I shall write and render what I am inspired to write or render.

People tell me they control their dreams. I would never do such a thing. There is nothing to learn from a controlled dream. I instead watch and listen. I write and illustrate the same way, and for the same reason.

My novel The Goddess of Self is a survival horror about a little girl threatened by monsters who command armies of little girls. The villains want to eat her… or worse. The child heroine kills baddies, mostly the other little girls.

My Black Death series of books is about two black women who serial kill young white women… for the fun of it. The killers are not only the protagonists, but heroines. They save the city from villains who command armies of white girls.

My pending novel Sorcerer of the Realm is about a world where the Confederacy won the War Between the States and became the Empire of the Golden Circle. The Confederates join forces with the Nazis, assuring white supremacy.

The best art is sexy and the best fiction is violent. Neither should be vulgar, of course. It is not art if not artfully written and rendered.

https://www.deviantart.com/yellowplasma/journal/A-Man-and-His-Daughter-999292541

Wednesday, December 20, 2023

Children as the Heroes and Villains

Our favorite fiction has always been horror and action-adventure. They are quite often both. The stories are usually about people killing people. If the victims are sympathetic, the genre is horror. If they are the antagonists, it is action-adventure. If both, it is both.

When children are the heroes and or the villains it is typically in something meant for children. Even if meant to be taken seriously, it is only by the targeted demographic. Adults are expected to find it silly. It is not taken seriously by the adults who make it.

Sometimes, though rarely, children are the heroes and or villains in fiction written for adults. These children kill. As heroes, they slay monsters or monstrous humans. As villains, they murder people.

There are popular examples of children as heroes…

Anakin Skywalker (The Phantom Menace 1999), Harry Potter (Harry Potter books and movies), Atreyu (The NeverEnding Story 1984) and Charlie McGee (Firestarter 1984).

There are popular examples of children as villains…

Damien Thorn (The Omen 1976), Rhoda Kenneth (The Bad Seed 1956), Henry Evans (The Good Son 1993), Brandon Bryer (Brightburn 2019) and the Gatlin children (Children of the Corn 1984).

I write fiction, action-adventure and horror specifically. My heroes and villains are usually adults… but not always.

It is easy to make a child the hero. He is “good” and we are comfortable with good children. His victims are “bad” and we dislike bad people. If they are monsters, we are entirely comfortable with them being slain.

It is difficult to make a child the villain. We are uncomfortable with the idea of a child being evil. We rationalize that he is ignorant of his crimes, thus, innocent. If we are denied this rationalization, if we are forced to acknowledge that he knows what he is doing… and enjoys doing it… we are especially horrified. It is as if innocence itself has turned against us.

https://www.amazon.com/Goddess-Self-Shawn-OToole-ebook/dp/B07C4KT8VZ/ref=asap_bc?ie=UTF8

Sunday, December 17, 2023

Babes in the Woods

Sexual fantasies are typically nasty thoughts about other people. Mine are ideas for stories. I sublimate my thoughts and feelings into creative endeavors. I turn them into art and fiction.

I wrote a novella about two sisters and their cute friend. The sisters are big and black. Their friend is small and white… and a redhead.

The sisters have a hobby: They murder young white women. They do not torture their victims. They simply strangle them or break their necks or knock their heads together. They strip the bodies and donate the clothes to charity.

Three sisters are the villains. They are wicked witches. They lure the redhead into a mysterious fog and kidnap her. They mean to sacrifice her on the night of a blood moon to revive their own youth.

The two black women venture into the fog to rescue their friend. They slaughter their way through droves of enchanted white girls to do so. These girls are uniformed in a white T-shirt with a red handprint on the bosom. They wear nothing else, not even shoes. Their weapon is a dildo that shoots glowing bolts.

The premise and particulars are utterly ridiculous. The story is erotica and action-adventure. Weird, yes, but such is the quality of dreams.

https://www.deviantart.com/yellowplasma/art/Black-Death-in-the-Woods-full-cover-1002061659

Wednesday, November 29, 2023

Senior Leader Kess

I am writing a novel about a magician who falls in love with a psychic. The magician is not a prestidigitator: He is a scientist and his science is sorcery. The psychic is naturally telepathic and telekinetic.

The magician explains that he is like a sailboat and his lover is like a motorboat. He is powerless but can make use of powerful forces. She is powerful but limited to what is innate.

The magician is a realist. The psychic is an idealist. He is Arnold Kess. She is Mary Ziegler.

Their world is like our own… but very different. The history and cultures are familiar, but not the same. Significant people are still significant, but in accordance with the differences of the alternate reality.

Arnold was a soldier until he was discharged for his racist views. He became a National Socialist and joined the SS.

Mary was a single mother with a biracial daughter. She worked for a living until moving into the home of Arnold Kess. He accepted her daughter, Faith Ziegler, despite his racism. He explained that “even inferior populations have superior specimens.” The man and woman spawn a daughter of their own, Elsa Kess, whom they raise as the sister of the older child.

Arnold participates in Action T4, a campaign to “euthanize” the disabled. Mary has visions of the helpless being murdered, many of them children. She confronts Arnold about it and he not only admits what he is doing, but unabashed. Mary takes her daughters and leaves Arnold, leaving him a note. He weeps as he reads her message, but lets her go. He makes no effort to take his daughter away from her, believing a mother is the most important person in a child’s life.

Riots erupt as the National Socialists act to remove “sub-humans” from their country. Mary and Elsa get separated from Faith. The mother hides the younger daughter and tells her to wait. Elsa is found by the SS and is returned to her father.

Years pass.

Elsa is raised by her father and becomes his apprentice. He becomes Senior Leader Kess and is given command of the 13th SS Air Assault Battalion. Elsa adamantly pesters him to let her serve under his command, arguing that as his apprentice, she is perfect for the job. He eventually relents and on her sixteenth birthday, she is accepted into the SS, despite Himmler’s reluctance.

Faith Ziegler is psychic, like her mother, but differently. The daughter is physically augmented by her powers rather than having the ability to move things with her mind. The mother and daughter become freedom fighters against white supremacy.

The novel is stories about a troubled family. Faith still loves Arnold as her father, and he hesitates to kill her. Elsa hates her mother, out of jealousy, and tries to kill her. Arnold wants Mary back but Mary refuses to condone his murderous actions.

I imagine magic versus psychic and without taking a side. I consider how they are alike and different. I do believe both are real, but as mysteries.

What if the Confederacy won the War Between the States and became the Empire of the Golden Circle, according to plan?

The novel is a drama. It is about its characters. I am writing it for another reason, however. I am fascinated by the idea of the Confederacy and the 3rd Reich as contemporaries. Both entities were capable militarily but lacked the population, industry and resources to prevail. What if they had each other? The odds would still be against them… but not so much.

Monday, November 27, 2023

Armed and Uniformed Damsels in Distress

Young women as helpless is universally sexy, and always has been. Its classical context is the damsel in distress. It is the cringing and screaming victims in horror movies. It is the idea of girls bound and gagged.

Female warriors are a sexual fantasy. They are the dominatrix as a combatant. They are the heroines of legend and fiction.

My fancy is a strange mix. It is female warriors as helpless victims. They are the damsel in distress as the nameless baddies. They cringe and scream as a monstrous hero looms over them.

My interest is sexual fantasy, not wishful thinking. I am aroused by the idea of armed and uniformed young women as helpless victims. I would never want the girls in my reality serving evil or being killed, however.

NO PROBLEM!

I sublimate my unrealistic thoughts and feelings. I turn them into books and illustrate the covers.

My fancy is uncommon… but not really. It is simply two distinct yet related interests as one and the same.

https://www.deviantart.com/yellowplasma/journal/The-Bunnies-997590310

Monday, November 20, 2023

My Books 2023

So far this year, as of November 20, 2023, I have written three books. I illustrated the covers and created the title font. I have written much more and designed other covers and created another title font. It is the work I finished that matters. All the others are pending, if ever to be finished at all.

BLACK DEATH...

Three novellas written. They are a series but as independent stories. Their theme is two big and black women serial killing young white women. The murderous fun becomes heroic when the villains are introduced. The antagonists command armies of uniformed white women.

I have written as many words for another project. It is already a novella and short stories but is not yet even one book. I have illustrated two covers.

It may seem that the books I have finished are… risqué. Their theme is tame compared to the other project of this year.

SORCERER OF THE REALM...

Senior Leader Kess commands the 13th SS Air Assault Battalion. His moniker is “the Sorcerer” but he is actually a sorcerer. Junior Assault Leader Kess is his daughter and apprentice. She is “the Enchantress” and is actually an enchantress. She serves alongside him on missions to cleanse the world of sub-humans, antisocial parasites and useless eaters.

Oh, the stories are worse than all that. The daughter is in love with her father… and murders her mother out of jealousy, much to the chagrin of her father. The world is like our own… but different. The Confederacy won the War Between the States. Japan rules the Far East. The Nazis take over Europe.

My work does not lend itself to flippant interpretation. I cannot be shamed by sanctimony. My themes may seem extreme, but only because people are insincere. They edit their own thoughts and repress their own feelings. They expect everyone else to do the same.

The big black women murdering young white women is violent erotica, not social commentary. The dystopian world of fascist empires is the setting of grimdark action-adventure, not advocacy. I write fiction to be fiction, not imaginary non-fiction.

Enjoy.

https://www.deviantart.com/yellowplasma/art/Sorcerer-of-the-Realm-cover-2-952944137

Wednesday, November 15, 2023

Sexy Sentries

My favorite thing to imagine is the unceremonious killing of clueless guards by an intruder or escapee. I generally prefer the victims to be female foot soldiers of villainy.

Why?

I did not choose my interest. I happened upon it while watching television and movies. I read it in comic books. I was sexually aroused by the easy killing of sentries. My formative inspirations were male or robot victims, so you know.

This all developed during my childhood. It started years before puberty. I was attracted to useless guards before I was to girls. I imagined myself as such guards.

I played the easy victims with friends. An older and bigger boy snatched me into a choke-hold from behind. I struggled feebly. I am still aroused by the memory.

As I matured I fancied role-playing the killer. A girl played the sentry. I gave her a toy gun to hold. I would snatch her over the mouth from behind and she would sink to the floor. I “killed” her over and over and over again. I played the same game with a little boy. Apparently I was bisexual until puberty set me straight.

I am now middle-aged. The fancy of my childhood has become my specialty as a writer, artist and game designer. I have never played “silencing the sentry” since adulthood. I instead reminisce as I write or render my everlasting delight.

https://www.deviantart.com/yellowplasma